self

none

3:16 PM


I'm surrounded by great people. But, I myself is no one. I'm not someone. And people around me is someone. And day by day, I feel....... No need to mention. We all know that feeling. Do we? or it's just me? 
yeah probably everyone is someone. And I'm the only no one. :/

feelings

Peppermint tea feelings

2:41 PM


Hujan-hujan, abis kehujanan, mandi dan minum peppermint tea plus dengerin lagu nya kahitna. Bahagia itu sederhana.

Entah kenapa peppermint tea itu jadi pilihan untuk menemani di saat mellow. Ya ga harus sedih, misalnya lagi hujan juga enak. Lebih cocok deh dari pada hot chocolate. Peppermint tea itu lebih clear dan enteng kalo dibandingin sama hot chocolate. Lagian royal family pasti ada tea time in the evening ( mostly the drink earl grey or chamomile ). Karna teh itu lebih netral kali ya.

By having peppermint tea and rains, it feels good! Ahh.. sip the tea, smell it. Heaven! cold weather with peppermint tea.

Dan spesial malam ini, peppermint tea hadir di tengah-tengah my i-don't-know-what feelings. Malam ini beda banget, lebih merasa tentram aman damai dan peacefull. Ada yang beda sama malam ini.

Thanks to you peppermint tea.

Tonight's feeling, I'll call it 'Peppermint Tea Feeling"


birthdays

Apa Ya?

12:14 PM


Apa ya?

Hmmmm. Hari ini tepat tanggal 1 September. Ga ada yang spesial sama tanggal 1 September. Tapi setiap tanggal 1 September pasti ada kepikiran tentang 11 hari berikutnya. Yes, tanggal 12. Tanggal 12 besok gue ulang tahun. Ga, gue ga mengharapkan kado atau apapun. Dan yes, gue berharap supaya gausah nraktir temen-temen. Hahaha. Sekali lagi, bukan mengharapkan hadiah (kalo mau ngasih ga nolak kok :p).

Buat gue ulang tahun itu berat. Karena setiap kita ulang tahun angka di umur kita nambah terus. Buat gue, semakin besar angka tersebut, semakin besar juga tanggungjawab yang bakal kita pikul. Gampang nya, makin tua makin banyak masalah. Makin tua juga makin dituntut untuk jadi dewasa. Dewasa ini lah yang kadang-kadang gue suka lupa.

12 September besok jam 10 pagi waktu Berlin, gue tepat 18 tahun. Wow, 18 tahun men! ya kalo di bioskop, udah legal nonton apa aja. Kenapa? soalnya seseorang yang berumur 18 tahun ke atas udah bsa bertanggungjawab sama apa yang di tonton. Itu cuma contoh kecil. Masih banyak lagi. Pokoknya menyandang umur 18 itu buat gue tidak semenyenangkan yang di tv-tv.

Pengennya?
Pengennya sih, 18nya ditunda buat sebulan atau setahun atau...

Maunya?
Maunya masih bisa main walaupun udah 18. Yang kata orang udah dewasa.

Jadi?
Jadi ya terima aja kalo 11 hari lagi gue ulang  tahun yang ke-18. I'm gettin' old!

self

Am I

12:24 PM

Am I realistic? Just wondering.

highschool

Late night thought

9:15 PM


it's been awhile since the last post. I'm enjoying my holiday right now. Actually, a couple of weeks holiday when my seniors and juniors facing exam is kinda not fair. I mean, we are happy while others suffering. If you know what I mean.

In the middle of the night like this, random thought sometimes came out of nowhere.

I need to make up my mind for few things. Choosing between the good choices is difficult.

Nope, this blog ain't my diary. This is the place I express feelings and thoughts.

So yes, senior year in couple of months. Last semester exam and *poof* SENIOR YEAR!
Actually, I can't wait for being in senior year. But then, when the time comes, I don't want to be there. 1st and 2nd year in senior high was terrific. I never wanted it is to be over. Next semester will be extremely busy . Need to focus for the 5th semester result. I want to apply at University Malaya, they accept our 5th semester result. So, I've to fix the report card to be minimum all 8 in it. And it is tough. The thing that I got 7 in my report card is the science it self. I know it's embarrassing. I will figure it out very soon.

I'm preparing my self, physically and mentally. To welcome SENIOR YEAR. No more sleep during class, submit assignment near dead line, no more throwing away homework and pretend like there is no homework, no more having TV as much as I can, no more go out as often as now and no more studying last minute.

Senior Year, be nice!

life

few notes to self

12:42 PM



  • Mid Semester is around the corner Afifa! Belajar gih sana! nilai jelek semua juga, malu dong!
  • Find new hobby deh, jadi dirumah tuh ga baca komik+tidur aja. Find something yang bermanfaat deh!
  • Mana katanya New Year's Resolution nya mau life nya lebih ter-organize?
  • Udah lah, kegagalan bukan segalanya. Bahkan itu awal dari kesuksesan!
  • Stop being not you fa, you're great with what you have and what you are.
  • Stay away from clingy and annoying part of you Afifa! It's disturbing people.
  • Pikirin mau jadi apa kamu Afifa, mau ambil jurusan apa? mau kuliah dimana?
  • Tanya ke diri sendiri deh, umur berapa sih? kok masih childish banget.
  • Satu lagi, itu benang di bibir jangan di gigit-gigit, ntar kenapa-napa loh! dijait lagi mau?